And that’s all that matters.
Hey guises. You know I am the wonderful emotional anxiety Linny of shutupandtrusthis.
And I am sure you guises know I love Coldplay if that isn’t obvious. But the best part of Coldplay is that my life reflects any of their songs that’s why I love them so much. What ever I am feeling, they just know what to sing to me.
The song that reflects my life is Magic from their upcoming album, Ghost Stories.
'Call it magic
Call it true’
As you guises know I know I am taken by the most amazing person I have ever met. Alex of course. Me and him argue over the dumbest things. But we really love each other so we can resolve no problem. It’s so crazy how you can do it. I think it’s magic to be honest. We love each other and I believe that’s true without a doubt.
'I call it magic
When I’m with you’
Alex just moved even though I was planning to move to Ohio to be with him and go to school there. So I had to come up with a new plan so I could move to wherever he is and be with him there. Because it’s honestly magic when I am with him. It’s crazy how he makes me feel.
'And I just got broken
Broken into two’
Finding out that he might not be staying where he is at currently again is upsetting. But he has such a great plan for his life and I support him so much. But I was already planning to come there and visit my dream school and possibly live with him for a while until I started school. It hurts and I don’t know what to do. Should I still go to school there? What about us staying together? How am I suppose to feel happy or sad or both?
'Still I call it magic
When I’m next to you And I don’t and I don’t and I don’t and I don’t
No, I don’t it’s true
I don’t, no I don’t, no I don’t, no I don’t
Want anybody else but you’
Yet…I want to be with him even more and wouldn’t want to search the world for another love like ours.
'And if you were to ask me
After all that we’ve been through
Still believe in magic?
Yes, I do
Of course I do’
If you asked me over and over if I loved this boy. I’d tell you yes. Even after our arguments and fights, I love him. And I loved him. And I love him and only him. And would fight this world to be with him.
Call it magic
Call it true
Call it magic
When I’m with you.
And I just got broken
Broken into two
Still I call it magic
When I’m next to you.
And if you were to ask me
After all that we’ve been through
Still believe in magic
Oh yes I do.
Of course I do.
steep-incline Yeah bitch. I want to do these things with you.
i want to take baths with you and hold your dumb hand and rent movies and watch those movies in your bed in our underwear at like 3 in the morning and i want to kiss your stupid face and cook you food and maybe fuck 7 times a night idnno
Ladies and gentlemen, this is what social anxiety feels like.
IMPORTANT CHARACTER IS IMPORTANT. Never has Disney produced such a realistic character, female, male, villain or princess, ever before. This is a woman who we watched grow up completely suppressing her natural gifts and true self. How many of us have had to hide things? Our love of dance from our overly macho dad? Or homosexuality from right-winged parents? A love of the arts because our families want us to have “real jobs”? Our ADHD, dyslexia, or other “disabilities” because it didn’t fit into traditional learning environments? How about the part where she felt completely an under anxiety her entire life to the point where her interactions with other humans were affected determinately? How many times have we all been under so much constant stress that we feel like this nice snow storm is battering around inside you? And let’s not forget her chronic depression, a side affect of her crippling anxiety and years of self denial. Elsa is literally every single teenager who ever existed and she is so incredibly real beecause she reacts selfishly, she reacts rashly, she reacts illogically, because that’s what real human people do. They go through hell and they fuck up. But they’re truly good people at heart who want love and freedom just like everyone else, the road is just harder to get there. But it makes the end all worth while.
And the most important part in all of this? The world is going nuts for Elsa. Everyday I see little girls running around the Magic Kingdom dressed as her, carrying her dolls, wearing her shirts, standing in line 5 hours just to meet her. They’re going to grow up worshiping her and looking up to her and singing Let it Go at the top of their lungs. And they’re going to make the world a better place because she exists. This is a character who is going to live forever because Disney let her be real and flawed and incredibly human. Elsa is the greatest creative achievement in Disney history, hands fucking down.